No adventure is complete without its
ups and downs.
Yesterday I was informed, after 3 months of
working part-time at the café just up the road, that I would be let
go effective immediately. I asked why, and the answer I got was
essentially that they were changing owners.
I don't know why changing owners means
that I absolutely had to be “let go.” I'm sure theres a real
reason somewhere. I wasn't the best worker in the place, and I didn't
particularly like the work.
Whether the reason was personal or not,
it happened. Now I must start all over again. Hit up all the job
search engines and put out resumes to anyone and everyone who will
hire me, so that I can have enough money by the end of the month to
pay rent-
Hahahaha.
I am very fortunate. I was the one
person, if they had to sac anyone, would probably be the least
stressed about it. Although my precious ego is a bit bruised,
realistically: I have no dependants; no landlord; and the life-saving
free food shelf at Auberge Alternative.
That being said, I still need to make
some money to pay off my student debt.
So I will need to find that income
tout-suite. Thankfully I have been smart with my money lately, and
have the luxury to take my time and choose to work for a company that
shares my core values. I have to be proud of the work I do or else
it's not fair to myself or the employer.
I am proud to work at Auberge Alternative. I knew as soon as I read up about them we would be a
good match. This is going to sound like an ad, but it's not! Organic
food, free food, and I can attest to only using natural cleaning
products. The profit comes in from tourists who appreciate the same
things, at a price which is absolutely fair. I have the utmost
respect for the owner and the manager, and I adore the other
employees who are still there for me after my traveller friends have
moved on.
So as long as I continue to do good
work here, I won't be homeless!
A great musician told me, “The more
angsty your life is, the better your art will be.”
And I see her point. After getting over
the initial shock of being fired my next thought was, “This will
make a great blog post.”
I think secretly I am loving this
uncertainty. I am standing on a surfboard at the peak of a pointy
rock, and if I fall to one side its great adventure and everything I
hope for, and on the other its homelessness, solitude and despair.
Despair!!!!!
But like a bird who is perched on a
thin twig I just know:
I'll be alright.
Thanks again for reading. I'll keep you
updated on my (second!) job searching adventure as an anglophone
Canadian with a moral compass in Montréal.
Make good choices my beloveds.
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